Sunday, March 16, 2008
Sometimes i dunno whether is good to have a bit of sixth sense or is it bad? i just keep crying in the afternoon ytd.... initially is because there's no-one at home-no one at all. but after that my crying seems to be thinking about something bad will happen. I keep praying that my parents will be alright, cause i just have this wierd feeling that something will happen. When i received a call from my auntie that my cousin met an accident, for a moment i really stunned and feel helpless. My cousin just had Rom with his wife last wed, getting married on may and now something bad. What i heard is that my cousin is alright but cousin-in law hits her head and had an operation last night to remove clot blood. I really hope she'll be alright. To me, being alone at home is really depressing.... not that i'm feeling scared abt being lonely but the fact that you have no one there. You are just facing the four walls and the feeling is really bad.... and you keep fearing something bad will happen. When it happens, you will just... i dunno. My tears had dried up. 15 Mar had been a shocking day for me.
I think i'm alright but just feel insecure...... May God bless my cousin-in law.
Sunday, March 16, 2008